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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2006|03:15 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]



Sheep in Whales
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tentitive shindig [Jul. 4th, 2006|10:50 am]
[Current Mood | creative]

i do say, one mammoth shindig is in order and well over due!

so i decided that i shall have one soon. possibly this saturday? is anyone available?
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Some of my photos are up... [Jul. 2nd, 2006|09:53 pm]
[Current Location |in the study]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |the kooks (a wonderfully british band)]

I finally got around to beginning the process of posting pictures. (Pictures from europe) They're on my msn space. If you don't have me on msn, let me know and i'll tell you where to find them.

Anybody know a good bar or club downtown, I am now of age and would like to exercise my nightlifical freedom!! (I definately just made up a most ridiculous word!)
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Please be respectful and wear appropriate attire! [Jun. 28th, 2006|11:34 am]
I've decided to go to my graduation tonight, even though it's not my class. We will how that goes...
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so, I am back for the summer... [Jun. 27th, 2006|12:33 pm]
[Current Location |at my desk, at work, in the civic centre]
[Current Mood | silly]
[Current Music |keyboards typing and the dull murmer of meetings in progress]

sometimes i astound myself at my lack of consistancy. in this case, i refer to the fact that my last entry was sometime last november...

i have been in europe for the last two months, travelling and... travelling. as much as i hate to say it, i am glad to be home, in unionville... in my house, with my family, with my own bed, and my puppy

i have realized that i am no longer in contact with most of the people that i still consider friends and that maybe i no longer can call people friends if i don't talk to them. i sincerely hope that is not the case, i dare say that in the 5 days that i've been back, despite the fact that for the better part of 3 days i was sleeping, i feel some deep sense of loss in this new social order, or lack there of... so in saying all of this i better get off my ass and do something about it!

on a cheerier note: Brazil won!!! (well ok not technically because the game is not over, but i think it's a pretty safe asumption given the right now it's 3:0) and this makes me happy, because i picture all of my new brazilian friends going crazy celebrating and dancing in the streets, and 2 weeks ago i was dancing with them.... :)
yes that's right... i, of all people, caught world cup fever!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2005|04:21 pm]
[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Music |drive- incubus]

Ode to Arts York Info Night
by caitlin

my fish are forever dead and gone
i flushed them down the toilet

fish never really live that long
they're only fish after all


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Oh woe is me...all my Harry Potter loving friends are away and this is the first time that I won't be seeing the first showing with you guys! you know who you are! i'm very upset!!
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2005|05:20 pm]
[Current Mood | looking up]
[Current Music |love will save the day]

I am all over the map, and frankly, it's hard to keep up with myself. 

 

it takes too much to touch her...

 

there's not much going on right now. it's okay. I heard that song on the radio today, love will save the day. no matter how much i try to deny it, i'm undeniably hopeful, and hopelessly romantic... 

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I found my "Dick Tracy" button! what? [Oct. 11th, 2005|06:09 pm]
[Current Mood | stay AWAKE!!!!]
[Current Music |cricket, cricket, onomatopoeia!! anyone?]

today i dressed up a bit more than usual to go to work.... which was ... uncomfortable. an i got my nice white pants dirty, don't ask from what, i don't know, i only know it looks like i was rolling in dirt...i'm pretty sure that i wasn't. hopeless.
what i need to do tonight:
-write a persuasive essay
-write a personal essay
-write a spill draft of an analytical essay
-do calculus homework
-watch crash (yes that's right, i rented a movie on top of everything else)
-read short stories from sudden fiction
-write some journal entries for english
-hopefully sleep, but of course, this is secondary to the rest...

one good thing about having to catch up on a months worth of english is that i need to work so fast there is no time to think about how insane i am for starting this whole process.



sunday night was great!!! so many people that i love all together at once... extrordinary!!
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i understand... [Oct. 9th, 2005|03:43 pm]
[Current Mood | booya sucka!]

i posted this poem as my first lj entry, a long time ago... i think i now understand what it means... i will never regret loving, whether that love is returned is besides the point.


The More Loving One
W. H. Auden

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.
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so it's weird.... and i'm suprised [Oct. 7th, 2005|11:50 pm]
[Current Mood | pensive]
[Current Music |garen state sound track]

the order of the universe has been disturbed!!

all of the sudden i feel shaken up...about this and that...and it took me off guard

i was soooo cold all day, but i think i was just he nature of the day, sometimes we have to be cold, right?
i hve also come to the conlusion that school is more enjoyable when i'm choosing to be there

i've got to keep my head about me, keep my priorities straight
i know what i need to do, it's just doing it, i must learn better study habits...i can do this

on sunday night there must be some sort of shin-dig, it is a necessity!
goodnight all! sweet dreams...
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2005|04:41 pm]
yesterday feels like a lifetime ago......

*****
i ask you this: if you could do anything with a piece of wood, the ability to fly, and 5 metres of rope(your choice of thickness), what would you do?
*****
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2005|04:24 pm]
[Current Mood | horny]

I am definately feeling better, the sickness is fading and today was quite nice dispite the bitter chill in the morning air. I have come to realize my english mark from last year is actually the lowest mark i've ever gotten and may end up screwing me over. but in any case i'm feeling good, excited to move forward, excited to take everything and make it significant.
i'm in a good place right now i think. i do not feel the need to latch on to anything or anyone but rather enjoy or not enjoy my surrounding in what ever way i feel so inclined.

now and again
when the wind
blows
my way
i am okay
for now
and later we'll
see
time is moving
like the ground
i can't feel
it
so now i'm standing
still
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2005|11:28 am]
Papa smurf can I lick your ass?

www.funnyjunk.com/pages/smurf.htm
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i got the job! [Jul. 13th, 2005|03:04 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]

I finally have a job! and will therefore have money!

I start on Mon. as the Administrative Assistant in the Markham Energy Conservation Office! it sounds so official....

and we now have decent patio furniature, actually decent is an understatement, its really nice. so, when our new deck is built and the pool is done I will have an excellent party yard! SO EXCITED!
should be done by the beginning of september!

i have to go get office clothes for my office job!
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fuck you all! [Jul. 9th, 2005|11:05 pm]
[Current Mood | question mark?]
[Current Music |i got nothing]

OF LATE I HAVE BEEN SOMEWHAT BORED AND YET AT THE SAME TIME SATISFIED WITH MY STATE OF BORDEM.

TOMORROW I SHALL GO HEAR SOME GOOD LIVE JAZZ BANDS ON THE STREETS OF TORONTO.
IT SHALL BE QUITE PLEASANT.

I HOPE THAT THERE IS A GOOD SHINDIG TOMORROW EVENING WHICH I AM ABLE TO ATTEND.

AND SO I BID YOU FAREWELL, FOR THERE IS NOTHING OF MUCH SIGNIFICANCE TO REPORT, ACCEPT THAT ON MONDAY I GET TO ATTEND A MEDIA LAUCH PARTY FOR MY NEW JOB WORKING FOR THE MARKHAM ENERGY CONSERVATION OFFICE.

GOODNIGHT MY LOVES
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|01:15 pm]
[Current Mood | energetic]

so today i started to ride my bike to the gym
working out is good
plus biking there equals double the exercise
but it started to rain
so i biked home
i take it as a sign from nature to be lazy today
but maybe only till it's a little nicer out
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2005|04:35 pm]
[Current Mood | wet from the rain]
[Current Music |drop it like its hot]

most depressing adventure ever..........

at least now my new cell is working.......

tonight better be damn good to make up for the lack of fun this afternoon!
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nevermind the mess [Jul. 3rd, 2005|05:40 pm]
[Current Mood | naughty]
[Current Music |wedding bells]

so i have ome to the conlusion that i love summer

seriously this maywell be the most enjoyable beginning to a summer in, well a relly long time
and i might be strting new job soon so espeially this week i got to make it count for more than it's worth

just another observation: in general, dispite certain ocasions, i like people

i went to wedding today, of my friend jeff, the surfer dude that's been on a world surfing tour....he married a girl from equador named maria teresa....
it was a beautiful wedding and they're a beautiful couple
but it's bitter sweet because i knew that after today, he's going bak on tour and starting his life with his new wife and i don't know when i'll see him next

on a happier note, it's time to partY!

i want a summer fling......DAMNIT!
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2005|09:32 am]
[Current Mood | lethargic]

i forgot what it was like to feel this way
i forgot what it felt like to need to run away
there's nothing to hold on to
to keep me grounded
i think i need to go downtown
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I GOT A NEW CELL PHONE! [Jun. 29th, 2005|08:27 pm]
[Current Mood | quixotic? what? i don't know..]
[Current Music |JAZZ FM]

So summers well underwy and i need to do stuff, so, on top of working i have composed a list of things to get done before the end of summer:
1 guitar lessons (i will actually learn this time)
2 buy a spanish cd, and listen to it until i m fluent
3 math tutoring (i have to so i don't fail calc next year, but i'm considering dying instead)
4 a huge camping weekend (which we should get on planning by the way)
and 5 i'm going to paint my house (the front hall, a nice rich red)

today i saw war of the worlds
aawwwwful! aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwful movie! no story, absolutely worst plot ever concieved because their was no plot! worst ending ever, it wasn't even plausible. the whole alien invasion thing, i realized that it doesn't even make sense. a species that developed cannot be that violent and greedy because they would not have survived long enough to be that technologically advanced. they would have destroyed themselves long before they could ever destroy another planet. seriously, it's just not logical. to sustain life they would have to of developed past pure domination.

i conclusion I GOT A NEW CELL PHONE! IT WILL BE ACTIVATED within the next 24 hrs. my number is 416 948 6779! CALL ME! AND THEN CALL ME AGAIN! I'VE GOT SO MANY MINUTES! HAHAHAAHAHA!

LET'S PARTAY!
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